welcome to my silly life

im just a normal girl trying to escape this place called relaity
I hide behind the makeup, nice clothes & fake smile, trying to look happy, trying to look like everything's fine. I'm the girl who seems so confident, but if you ever got the chance to read my mind, you'd know I always over think and over analyze. My self esteem is pretty low, even if the smile on my face doesn't make it seem that way. I push people away to avoid getting hurt, but I hope one day, I'll finally be able to let someone in.